A World Without Limits

I'm lying on my bed typing this blog and my darling is in the same room. Well not physically but i can see and hear her even though she's several thousand miles away(I'd get technical and check it out on the web but I'm too lazy =). It's amazing how the web has changed over the years from something that was suppose to be a scientific/military network to what it is today; a uncountable webwork of home computers and server clusters that never really sleep.

For those of you who are currently having a LDR(Long Distance Relationship you noob!!) i highly recommend using a program called Skype. You can find it at www.skype.com . Go in download the latest version and make sure your darling has Skype as well. Enter each other's Skype accounts and you can talk to each other for HOURS for well, virtually free!! Plus the video and voice plug ins work a lot better than MSN messenger. File transfer is a bit slow though so you may want to stick with mailing a file or using MSN to just transfer it.

I don't know about you but i think that its pretty damn amazing just sitting here and watching my darling study. I guess for you people who have been on the bogger/online scene longer than I have find it normal or something but it's pretty darn amazing for me. bah. =)

Hmph... I'm on holiday now and i realise that there isn't really anything to do on the Holidays. Seriously, a week long holiday is just right for relaxing but longer than that and you just don't have anything to do really. If any of you peeps can recommend something to do I'd be really grateful to you. It should not cost me billions of bucks and I shouldn't have to drive for 2 hours to get it. Plus plus i realised having friends who are gamers does not add to the "variety" of fun element.

Hmmm, i've got soooo many things to write about right now but i guess i'm Lazy =)

Cheers people,

Clear skies.

Zach.

P.S I love you dear

Ooooo Below the belt.

I'm here right now trying to find out what happened to me. I think something's wrong. 20 minutes ago, my Ex deleted all my testomonials to her. Now its been over a year already and you'd think everything would be okies right? Wrong, my god it hit me like a SLEDGEHAMMER to the chest. My heart actually physically hurt. And i got so upset it was unbelieavable. There is no bloody rational explaination as far as i am concerned. It just hurts damnit and I wish it would stop. Maybe she needed closure or some other random thing or whatever those people who deal with relationships say. I don't know, it just seems wrong somehow. Why did she want to wipe out an old memory? Was it because we weren't worth remembering? Was it because i was an embarrassment? Why?

Is this my ego talking? sigh* my mind is everywhere, sigh* so confused.

I don't know whats wrong. Don't really know.

I'm so tired really, i just wish i could curl into a ball and when i wake up, i won't have a past any longer and i won't remember a thing except who i was right then. Then again they say pain is your only identity and i believe its the only thing that defines life. Ugh* if this post sounds confusing it's because i'm rambling.

It hurts when it shouldn't.

It stops now.

Cheers,

Zach


ADD ON. 30th MAY: I realised at the end of the day I think i got upset because in a way its a form a rejection and if it hadn't been a person important to me it wouldn't have mattered. I spoke to my mum about this(thank God for mum's they seem to know what's best or what's wrong =) ) as well as my darling (not as understanding but not too bad either) and i guess it's not really an issue anymore. So problem solved people =)

Clear Skies.

My First post.

Woot!! For now this will be my official Blog until i figure out if i want to let my old blog go public. Until then you can chek me out here. I'll be adding photo's and other smelly personal details here at a later date so you can look back in a bit.

Meh, It took me 2 days to familiarise myself with blogspots new google system. Everytime i wanted to log in i got cheeseballed into, "I'm sorry invalid password." I mean seriously, turns out they wanted me to enter my e-mail address. Hello people, why not just say, "Enter your e-mail here." instead? bah.

But enough about that, i'm in and thats it. =)

I'll be back to post later but do take the time to check out www.EvE-online.com which is the most spectacular online game i have played. Yes blasphemy to all the WoW addicts out there =) there ARE other MMO's besides WoW and this one is BIGGER and BETTER.

Oh and dear, =) i promise i'll set up everything so you don't look bad, and it doesn't look like you're controlling me or anything kk? Muacks*

Later Peeps,
Zach