Wow, breaking up always hurts.

Meh,

It's been forever since my last post and i guess the main reason was the purpose of this blog was lost. I broke up with my gf today. Her name is Fiona Wu. We've been going out since the 7th of December 2007. She's fun and amazingly funny. And impatient and intolerant of a lot of things around her. She's ... wonderful.

But all thats over now. I guess she just lost interest and decided to walk away. An excuse being better to break up now than to wait until i fly over and waste all that glorious money. It's so amazing how much money is held in regard to her. I know it's important but i guess i feel that one can always make more money, even if it involves scrambling around in the muck looking for something valuable.

I miss her. I haven't slept and I tried gaming the damn day away but i guess it's not really working. It's like even while gaming i've been having a bad day. Meh.

To Fiona.

I love you. I still do. I don't care what you think I am or what you think I'm thinking i can safely say that i want you back. Everyone tells me i'm better off without you. I KNOW they are wrong beyond any comparison. They are so wrong because somehow i just know that you're important. You're important enough to get me upset over something that shouldn't bother an asshole like me. I don't know. I hope you have a wonderful life with some lucky someone. muacks.

I love you. But it doesn't mean anything anymore. Just another 8 symbols on a screen.

=(

Clear skies.

Zach