aiks!!

Meh, i know its been awhile since i last blogged.

I'm upset. My most current ex is mad with me and i don't know what to do. I won't go into this as it's still recent.

The ex before that is indifferent. We shall call this one ex2.

Basically after we(ex2) broke up i told her i had cheated on her. This was not true =(. I don't know why i did it really but looking back i guess i wanted to hurt her. Meh. I just called and told her that i had lied. This was quite important to me as i felt i was finally doing something right. And she just says, "It's not important and it doesn't matter." I mean seriously. I understand i screwed up and everything but shit people give me a break, i decide to do the right thing and i feel belittled. Meh. Ciggie time. Best friend who will never leave me.

Feeling too upset to blog. It's been shit these last few months. Trying to fix everything but it's all screwy. Cheers people. I'll blog when i'm feeling better.